Forgive my grammar and punctuation. I am writing this by speaking into my phone…

Woah I didn’t realize how much I really did walk around today until I saw how much steps I had. I actually started off the day doing absolutely nothing just staying in my bed and watching TikTok then I did leave and I went to the metro here in Bangkok.

And I did, I do have to admit that I find riding the metro and the sky train weirdly fun. I feel kind of like a child sometimes because the things that entertain other people to entertain me and the next thing I know I’m running to subway and I think it’s just a super fun thing or maybe super cool I suppose if I did it all the time it would just be another thing that I did.

Anyways, I got to a mall that’s sort of one of the bigger malls here and then I went to very upper class high class lol and I began to get dehydrated and that’s been a lot of my dad is dehydrated and very hungry. I didn’t realize how hungry and saw the very end of the day, but I definitely was dehydrated and I couldn’t seem to find where to buy water because some of my problems end up being that I have very overactive senses, and so I have to put certain, I have to have certain rules that I follow just to make things easier for me and weirdly enough. Sometimes it makes it harder.

For instance, the place where I always get water is 7-Elevens well there aren’t 7-Elevens that I saw in any malls so therefore I had no water, and I also didn’t have anywhere to just sit down, relax and drink some coffee because I kept looking for the right place the perfect place and no where it was perfect and I knew right Hayden big mistake because I brought my very heavy laptop and a book bag and it weighed me down the entire day and I wouldn’t I wanted to fine just a regular Starbucks and pop my laptop out and work

the problem of course is that my laptop is fucking huge and fucking heavy and every time I pop it out to work I feel like a dork because of how large this thing is

I have no idea what I was thinking when I bought this thing because I knew I wanted to take it out to places to work I really just I get so frustrated with myself over my decisions and that makes every decision in the future a huge decision because I just never decide in a way that makes sense later on anyways, I did go to Starbucks and I did absolutely nothing because I couldn’t get myself to pop out my my laptop, so I just sat in and waited and drink a huge cup of coffee, which sent me into it like a crazed state

and I left and I started walking around and I got to this one artistic gallery place that if I had another day here I would go to and walk around and look at things a little bit more and I remember how important are is to me it’s not even important in a emotional way. I just it’s just when I find interesting it’s something to do. It’s something that stimulates my brain.

And I left there continue to walk around and continue to look through malls and such and so everyone caring the roses and flowers for Valentine’s Day and I finally made it to a McDonald’s and I completely devoured a hamburger and I could’ve had two or three or four or five, but I didn’t wanna pay the money. I’m always worried about money. And I walk back to my place took a shower and I just feel completely and utterly exhausted.

Tomorrow I leave and I go down to Pattaya I guess although I don’t really know if I, will have that much enjoyment down there because I just want to learn to work and find something online and I don’t have money to spend so I can’t really go out and party and have fun. I don’t have friends and I feel alone often when I’m working doing what I’m doing and also the sensory issues that I seem to have

I get so overloaded with so many options and so many people in Sounds and sites and I wish I could get a handle on do it but I think that maybe I’m autistic maybe ADHD maybe 0CPD I don’t really know but I’m tired.
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