Facing The Reality

Todayā€™s a dreaded but also a day Iā€™ve been waiting for. Can you guess whatā€™s the occasion? Well, itā€™s nothing serious. I just wanted this day to be over so I could move on.

Itā€™s my health check up day.

I donā€™t really like it because it will make me guilty of not doing anything serious about my health. I havenā€™t been doing a lot of exercise lately and not been picky with my eating habits.

The clinic I chose was in Roppongi, a bit far from home. I selected this as they have English speaking support but when I was there, they were talking in Japanese all the time to me, including the doctor. Last year the doctor talked to me in English but I think I liked this yearā€™s doctor even when she was talking in Japanese. Itā€™s kinda hard to convey my thoughts though but I tried and she understood.

Walking from the train station to the clinic was nothing interesting except this big art in the middle of the Tokyo Midtown lobby.

I came early in the afternoon so I finished fast. Glad I was the first person they accommodated in the afternoon session.

After the checkup, I went back to the lobby and see whatā€™s up in nearby mall. Figured I should grab a takeout for my lunch (I was so hungry!) but nothing really stood out. There were a lot of employees in the companies around Midtown so lunch was packed.

So yeah you can guess whatā€™s the result. Itā€™s not a good one. Actually itā€™s very bad. Nothing changed from last yearā€™s results, or maybe it became worse.

Of course I want to change.

But Iā€™m really afraid of changeā€¦ I guess?

I havenā€™t done that big step of going to the gym yet. I want to go there with someone, so Iā€™m waiting for my partner to have a stable income so we could sign up together. Or maybe Iā€™m just making a lot of excuses, and using him as an excuse too.

Iā€™m thinking itā€™s time to turn on my nintendo switch again and start the fitness games Iā€™ve bought last year. Their purpose is to keep me entertained while Iā€™m also moving my body. Itā€™s always on my head to start, I should really do some action next. Hope I can start tomorrow and make this a habit.

Anyways, today I closed my rings so Iā€™m a bit happy. Hope I could close this on the weekend too.

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